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[Aug. 12th, 2006|06:08 pm] |
i feel like shit. my stomach hurts and tania's ten year plans are irritating because they change every friggin day!!!
i'm hating pretty much everyone in this house right now except maybe my dad who actually pays attension and isn't looking for the first opportunity to drag me down. right now it seems that even if thom yorke or caleb followill offered themselves i wouldn't want to live this stinking life out in full because its really pissing me off.
being a 'moslim' as the bush adminstration calls it is alot more demanding then once perceived as a twelve year old little girl. the concept of turning the other cheek is so hard to do.
also gerry's new girlfriend better stay out of my face because i'm not in the mood for more happy coupling and fuck like that. it's clear to Mister Screwbel (fit bloke across the road) that i'm alive it's just that Mister Screwbel tends to keep himself to himself. and thats just too stinking bad for the girl who just wants to have a conversation outside of her deluded friends.
I'M REALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I RAN OUT OF TEA.
my feet are cold. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2006|09:18 pm] |
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When did everyone start getting so bitter towards each other? |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|08:28 pm] |
The bitch in my head still won't leave me alone. 'You're too fat' she tells me. and all I can do is say, 'I know, I know, so leave me alone'.
I don't know, I wish this was just hormones so people could say 'stupid teenager' and I could agree.
But I always have to be the awkward one, don't I.
Never mind me :) I'm glad no one else is 'feeling shito'.
Love Teagan xxx |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|11:47 pm] |
Oh honey,
How I wish to God you'd meant it. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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My professor-Mrs wilson told me she doesn't wanna get anymore of those note i write to her about my feeling for her and that is really making me really sad and i went to see my therapist even though is not our appointment she still see me and talk to me for 45 minutes. And I cried a lot in therapy. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|08:37 pm] |
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Dear Mrs.Wilson:
Honey I love you and I miss you so much. When i feel down,depressed, or feel lonely, I long for your tender touch you holding me close. I am fascinated by your wonderful charming personality and the way you laugh and smile. Your beautiful face hang around my mind everyday. I wish I could hold you close. You are the most charming and the most beautiful woman ever. I stare at you in class when you not looking. I wish you are not my professor, i wish you are not married. I'm so confused about your feeling toward me. Your attitude toward me confused me. Why didn't you ever mention how you feel about me? I want desperatly wanna to please you, to make you notice me, make you proud of me. I can't get you off my mind. When I close my eyes, all i see is your beautiful face smiling at me. You are gorgeous in my eyes. Oh honey my baby girl. I love you, I care about you, I worry about you when you are not ok. You are my everything, my only true love. You mean the world to me. I feel comfortable to talk to you, you are so understanding and you totally take my breath away when you smile at me or look at me with your beautiful tender eyes. You drive me crazy when i think about you. Sometime I get really sad because I miss you so much. It upset me when I know you are married and have a family. I am jealous of you sometime because I care about you and love you. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2005|11:31 pm] |
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XD I never, ever thought I'd have to post in here again.
I wish my parents would bloody listen to me. Because, at the end of the day, it's still me who they're disappointed in, and me who didn't get the grades they wanted me to get.
If they listened, I might not feel so bloody guilty.
Because THEY could find help, if they listened and understood, and then they might not be so disappointed. See?
Now there's significant proof I'm actually dyscalculic, and they still don't listen.
Incidentally...
I've been thinking quite a lot about running away. Does anyone want to come? |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|12:05 am] |
Ehehehh
I is such an asshole
I really have no self control -_-
I mean it's past midnight and I still havnt done my homework ¬_¬
I'm such a lazy asshole.
Beginning of the year and I say I'll do it the day its set so I can keep up to date with my coursework and stuff. But Muirrrr I'm crap I've been doing it the morning it is set, craply, at that aswell, so i'm gonna get crap marks.
Somebody really needs to un-plug my computer late at night till I've done my h/w. Or I never will, alas!
It's crazy because i often have such good self-control in just about every other aspect of my life- I'm confident that I do not "need" things and that I can give up things if I wanted to and all that. But when it comes to homework I'm such a damn bum!
But hey I'm not sad,
i just needed an exuse to write here cause I felt like it.
Cause I'm just a bit frustrated. But, YEAH. C'est la vie.
*starts to sing*
Always look on th'briiight side o'life. Da-dum. Da-dum-da-dum-da-dum.
Forever love, Luci x |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2005|08:52 pm] |
It starts...
again.
Im so sorry. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|08:06 am] |
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hey ive been watching this community for a while now i see my friend christos told of his past in this so i thought i might aswell previously i tried to kill myself with a drugs overdose i had a close shave though so yeah also did cut myself once or twice before hand but nothing major althogh i nearly started this year but refrianed from doing that so that is me add me iff you want all there is to know is in my userinfo |
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